FARKIN SHYT~ of a DILEMA wei.. ( when life is fark up part1 )

This feels kinda fark up.. come come let me explain to u.. i got kick off to play in a few more days & i cant really concentrate coz well coz.. okie la wats on most guys mind most of the time.. im not to sure also.. but on my mind now is.. MONEY, A GIRL , POWER ( u see the theory is that if u have money u will have power ppl say ) , & MORE MONEY.. Well then the money thing is not that stressing.. coz can work for it mar.. but its the girl thing.. well its mainly 3 girls la ( lets name them girl A , B , & C la okie makes life alot easier ) lets see how to start le.. okie we start with girl A la okie ( i put in point form okie make my life easier )

Girl A
-met her bout 6 years ago
-changed my life at the age of 17
-really nice
-very understanding
-like her alot
-miss her alot too
-havent seen her for bout 4 years ( but i bump into her lately her look has changed)
-i think she hates me deeply ( dont really know why wish someon could explain)
-wish to go out with her for a lil talk ( but i've lost my ballz )
( Lets leave the rest of the lil details okie i'l just write up the important ones )

Girl B
(now this one's a lil farnie )
-met her bout 4 years ago online
-she was a friends online pal or something like that la
(nowadays technology like damn power so these things can happen i think )
-talk about alot of things with her
-i think she's really nice
-found out from her she used to have this really fark up jerk for a boyfriend
( they broke up recently )
-talk to her pretty much lately on phone thru sms & msn
-but since im poor i havent dated her yet coz i cant seem to find the right time coz
she has to attend college & sometimes i have to work when i dont have classes
( Aihzzz timing timing timing )
-kinda like the feel of talking to her coz she's kinda farnie at times

I think thats about it for Girl B lets carry on shall we.

Girl C
( now this ones interesting )
-met her recently at an event
( wah like a superstar fark i keep metting girls at events.. bangga )
-i find her really cute & her looks resemble somebody
-i dont really know her yet
( saw her once nia le wat u want me to do but yesterday i saw her while i was
working & she recognizes me.. keke.. exchange phone number lo.. more friend
are better then foe u know )
( know for the intersting part )
-ppl tell me that she is the wrong type of girl for me
-dont really get this point though
-sometimes the ppl that i work with are really farnie ( its seems they know every
girls dark secret or so )

( I think thats about it too for girl C. )

Well thats bout it. hmm owh yar my brothers girlfriend wait not girlfriend alrdy lo i think should call wife man & she's leaving alrdy.. thats kinda fast right.. well wat to do.. she needs to study mar.. & i heard hardsequence is bck for 2008.. im really glad to hear that coz its been have a year since they stopped this event.. it'll be really good to see them bck in action.. get to see alot of my long lost friends too.. keke.. but before that.. been to asia cafe alot lately.. spending alot again.. tournement comin up & suddenly i dont feel like play coz its like kinda unfair coz there are alot of pro's that are still in rookie coz they dont have enough points but i hope they will aim for the open catagory coz the prize money is bigger.. im praying everyday they do so.. if not i will lose another tournement.. owh well no point complanin.. lets just play & see how.. anyhow nobody to be blamed coz i stopped for sometime so my shots are kinda farkup alrdy.. dosent matter.. just try.. & now there is this dilema.. cant really concentrate on the game for these few days.. damn.. why does this have to happen to me..
Skiped class today coz was really tired but my mom woke me up to pass her the car keys later so cant sleep yet.. she came bck from singapore today.. owh well wat to do.. hopin later when i sleep i will dream of her.. i think that would be nice.. we'll just have to hope is the right one.. u know wat i mean.. keke.. i think sleeping really helps alot coz i dont know how to explain it but most of the time when im feeling really depressed i'll just sleep.. my best friend taught me this & i find it really usefull at times..

Hmm lets get bck to the main point okie.. So how should i handle this one.. i usually just dont bother.. but i've done that mistake once along time ago & now im stuck with this shyty feeling.. how la.. life kinda sux for me know.. i dont know why.. its not happening the way i want it too.. not as fun as always.. not as exciting & adventerous as times past.. mayb its the growing proccess.. i got alot of theories bout life & one of them is when u grow older u lose the fun-ness in u.. aiyoh wat u want me to do le.. now i really wish i was born rich or mayb even strike the lottery.. coz the i will have MONEY.. the important word in life.. MONEY.. everything revolves around it.. this thing is kinda fark up.. its just a piece of paper.. & there are ppl killing others for it.. wadafark..

Well im really in a very stres up position right now so i need to go have a smoke.. if anyone who reads this post & has something to comment or advice me about ( although i doubt it ) pls do email me on Theycallmegene@gmail.com.. peace..

P/s : no ladies were hurt in the making of this post..

Kopitiam !!!

Since the other day i saw her i will never ever forget the way she turned away from me..

Owh well for the past few days been meeting meimei val & her bf Dextex at kopitiam at Taipan usj10.. Dunno why..like 5 days there alrdy.. shyt~ To much time.. (see i got put ur name also okie if u ever read this ) & been wondering lately why has everything happened.. im still wondering why she is so pissed at me.. i would really like to ask her to forgive me but i dont have the courage to do so.. & also after all my life i got this farnie thought.. Was thinking will i ever be remembered when my time has passed & how will i be remembered..

There is a saying..

" i was born to this world with people around me smilling while i was crying & i would like to leave this world smilling while the others are crying "

dear godgod if u are reading i really would like to see her again..

Freaks on E that why we fuck man

This is what I love, and can't stop lovin'.Get wasted at partys, from 9 till 7 in the morning.I live for the music, rollin' blunts, feelin' high, gettin' loaded- or take some pills and go to La La Land

Spendin' all my money on dope and extreme high price tickets.But in the end, it's all worth it.

I like to live in my own world. Fuck regular life! Fuck the '9-to-5' job!I'm totally enjoyin' every moment, every hour, every minute.Thats what I do at fridays and saturdays. Why should I take life so seriously?

I just want to do, what I like to do! Be far from reality, 'cause I can't stand society!It's my own world, I just want to hear the music

I think the whole system fucking sucks.everybody's working their fucking ass up during the week,getting totally fucking stressed out - So what's wrong, and what's right?

I LIVE FOR THE WEEKENDS
I LIVE FOR HARDSTYLES
I LIVE FOR HARD STYLES BABY ~!!~

My body is here but my soul is where the music is... how la ?? when is the next rave... shyt~~~

STONED

Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
I'm love stoned from everywhere and she knowsI
think that she knowsThink that she knows, oh, oh
And now I walk around without a care
She's got me hookedIt just ain't fair, but I...I'm love stoned and I could swear
That she knowsThink that she knows, oh, ohShe knows, she knows, oh, oh

Although i know u mother farkers are gonna say why the fark is this farker still listening to such an old song but i like so bite me.. the last part of this song seems sothing to me.. owh well.. I think that she knows think that she knows.. hope to see her again..

as a 1000 nights pass

"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myselfIt's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Do you love me or not?I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this worldand my love for youcan't be stopped by anyone
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell youI have to let you know"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."I wander around as I repeat this to myselfIt's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scarybut I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in wordsThat's why we can only smile
Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leavesas to protect someone who's just been reborn
As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,my eyes were filled with cowardiceI wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honestI didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell youI have to let you know"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."I wander around as I repeat this to myselfIt's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world

i've been listening to this song for the past 48hours.. & i think it has alot of meaning to it.. cool song.. thats how i feel right now.. SHYT~

RONNY WHY U TAG ME U JIBAI

This proves that i got read okie... ni na bei.. although i dunno how to do.. i will try... i swear when i see u make u pay me tiution fee man..

RULES:1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Perfect lover... ? if its her then its called perfect alrdy...

1. must be understanding

2. open minded

3. socialble so she can mix around with me kawans

4. not controlling ( got controlling gf susah man )

5. A Girl that Would wake up in order to wake me up ( this 1 i copy from yr 1 coz i think this is perfect for me )

6. must be nice to me ( i shall tell u wat is nice the next time very personal u know)

7. must be able to speak madarin coz i kenot speak mandarin so she can teach me wakakakaka...( not necescity just that i cant think of anything else )

8. not money minded pls... ( IMPORTANT FACTOR COZ IM POOR ) kakakaka..\

Tag another 8 ppl

1. Chow Seng Kee
2. Hooi Kong Weng
3. Lau Yao Rong ( u jibai u spelled my name wrong )
4. Lee Koon Teng
5. Lee Chin Huei
6. Khan wai yip ( i wonder if he has a blog )
7. Kentos
8. Thim

& lastly i would like to say... I FOUND SHMOO MAN.... WOOO HOOOHOOOO pls dont be offended by all the surname usage.. it proves how much i love u guys.. muahhahahahahahahha

Randomnesssssssss... Im bored & im sad

1. England has madcow,Hong Kong has Macau,Russia has Moscow,S'pore has 2 famous cows-'Cow-peh and cow-bo'

2. When ur life is in darkness... ...Pray 2 God and ask Him 2 free u fromdarkness... .. andIf u r still in darkness..Pls pay ur TNBbill.

3. When a man opens the door of his carfor his wife,You can be sure of one thing;Either the car is new or the wife.

4. An angry china man entered a shop andshouted :Where's my free gift with this cooking oil?Shopkeeper : What free gift??China man : Oi, here got put"Cholesterol FREE!"

5. If u need ADVICE, SMS ME,If u need DARLING, CALL ME,If u need HELP, E-MAIL ME,IF U NEED MONEY, Nombor yang anda dail,tiada dalam perkhidmatan kami, TerimaKasih

NOW FOR ALL THOSE FARKERS WHO LIKE CARS

ACURA:Asia's Curse Upon Rural America

AUDI: Another Ugly Deutsche Invention

BMW :Bought My WifeBrings Me WomenBrings More Women but, Broke My Wallet

CHEVRO LET:Can Hear Every Valve Rap On LongExtended Trips

DODGE:<>Drips Oil, Drops Grease EverywhereDead On the Day Guarantee Expires

FIAT: Failure in Italian AutomotiveTechno logy

FORD:Fast Only Rolling Downhill

GM:<>Garbage MotorsGluteus Maximus

HONDA :Hallmark Of Non-DestructableAutomobiles

M OPAR:Many Odd Parts Arranged RandomlyMiscella neous Oddball Parts AssembledRidicul ously

SAAB:Shape Appears Ass-Backwards

SUBARU:Screwed Up Beyond All Repair Usually ( this is so not true )

TOYOT A:Too Often Yankees Overprice This Auto

VOLVO:Very Odd Looking Vehicular Object

PORSCH E:Proof Of Rich Spoiled Children HavingEverything

EUGENE IS SAD PPL.. WHERE ARE ALL THE FRIENDS THAT IS SUPPOSE TO CHEER HIM UP.. COME ON.. PPL.. I NEED SHMOO.. SHMOO WHERE ARE YOU !!! I LOST MY SHMOO PLS HELP ME FIND Her.. I WILL GIVE U MY 32" SPANA AS A REWARD IF U HELP ME.. COME ON...

OWH ITS HOW U COOK THE MEAT..

I MISS KT-chan, RONNY, Reuben, Abel, & the rest & EVEN THAT JI BAI KIA CH.. CALL CALL CALL.. WAIT FOR THAT CALL I DIE ALRDY LO.. SHYT~..

WHY WHY WHY ???????????????

IS THERE NO MORE HOPE ??

WAS THERE EVER HOPE IN THIS WORLD ???

IF ONLY I GOT 1 MILLION...
SHYT~...

IS IT BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AN EVO ??? ( I HATE EVO's )

COME ON GUYS CHEER ME UP MAN..